When is it gonna come????

Lagi nunggu Ghostgirl  yg ke-3 : Lovesick. Ahhh kapan c dijual disini?? Can't wait how Charlotte's gonna be.. 

argh.. miss ghostgirl :(

ever feel invisible?

Eskimo Joe - Setting Sun

The Pretty Reckless - Nothing Left To Lose

I was only 19, you were 29
It's just 10 years, but it's such a long time
In a heartbeat, I would do it all again

Late night sex, smokin' cigarettes
I try real hard but I can't forget
Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now, now I'm lost somewhere

Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I've got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock n roll
Couldn't save my immoral soul, well
I've got nothing left
I've got nothing left to lose

Callin' out sins just to pass the time
My life goes by in the blink of an eye
I know you want me, I was only lookin' for a friend

And everything that I was
And everything that I've become
Just falls into the end and

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now, now I'm lost somewhere

Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I've got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock n roll
Couldn't save my immoral soul, well
I've got nothing left
I've got nothing left to lose

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now, now I'm lost somewhere

Lost between Elvis and suicide
Ever since the day we died, well
I've got nothing left to lose
After Jesus and Rock n roll
Couldn't save my immoral soul, well
I've got nothing left
I've got nothing left to lose

KNAPA??!!

Huhh...

Gw bener" cape sama smua masalah ni. Kenapa c kita ga bisa hidup dengan tnang?? Kenapa musti menimpa kita? Gw ga ngerti ama lw, knapa masalah ni hrs diperbesarin. Gw pingin ngabisin sisa hidup gw dgn bahagia ma lw. Tapi smuanya sama skali bukan yg kita harapin. Kita ga akan bisa lepas dri masalah. Apapun yg gw lakuin gw minta maaf. Semoga lw bisa ngerti maksud gw lakuin smua itu.. :(

The Pretty Reckless - Make Me Wanna Die

Skillet - Comatose (Lyrics)

LOSS T.T

Selama ini yg gw takutin itu kehilangan. Gw takut kehilangan smuanya. Karna tanpa "smua" ini hidup gw ga berarti apa". Gw ga bisa bayangin nanti gimana hidup tanpa smuanya, temen" gw, cwo gw, nd orang" yg gw sayangi. Gw bener" butuh kalian smua. Tapi gw harus tau gw hidup buat apa. Gw punya tujuan hidup, yg harus gw ikutin. Gw mesti ngerelain mereka, demi yg gw mau. Tapi meski gw pergi, gw ga akan lupain mereka apapun yg terjadi. Di waktunya pasti bener" menyakitkan. Selama ini g ga bisa berbuat apa" sama mereka. Gw ga pernah berbuat sesuatu yg berarti buat mereka. Gw ini bener" bukan apa". Gw ga dianggap. Nd sebentar lagi kita akan pisah. Sayangnya ga banyak kenangan yg dilewati. Tapi gw ga boleh ngeliat ke belakang, biarkan yg udah terjadi. Maaf, tapi harus dilupakan...